I think I'm generally a strong person, but I have to acknowledge that I'm insecure in certain situations. I say dumb things while under the influence of these insecurities, and today was no exception. Not content with simply putting my foot in my mouth, I went ankle-deep, and made things much worse... and it was all to do with uncertainty. I'm working in changing my view of uncertainty, because even after all my insecure emotional investment this morning, I STILL don't know. Not knowing sucks. KNOWING that I don't know is actually freeing, and that's how I have to take it. Wish me luck, no more regrets...
-Modias
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